
I need a moment to vent because I am just having one of those days. Or I guess week.
I am super blessed because God has been working out wonderful things for my life right now. Jon and I got in the apartment we want for next year and even got in at the time we want. We found a place for our honeymoon. I am still waiting to hear back about a summer job but I have the possibility of working back at Verbinnens again.
However, I am SO frustrated with my Ed 422 course right now. My professor has assigned the biggest assignment ever and its due on Monday and I just do not think I am going to get it done in time.
Also, this past tuesday was RA appreciation day. And I was not appreciated...at all. I dont want that to sound like I feel I deserved to be. But at the same time, I try so hard to be a good RA. I was up till 1 AM cleaning on Wednesday night because we had dorm inspections on Thursday. Everyone else was done cleaning by 11:30. I clean people's dishes, I try to encourage everyone, I do my best to be a godly example...and I just feel like they could care less. Its like they expect it from me or something, which is frustrating. I dont think they understand that I am in my 4th year of university, taking education courses (which are time consuming), I am planning a wedding, I am trying to maintain friendships, trying to strengthen my relationship with Christ, and spend time with Jon all while trying to be a good RA.
And dont even get me started on maintaining friendships. I honestly am at that point where I feel like I have no friends. Its like I am at that place in my life where I am so busy and have no means of transportation and everyone is having fun and making plans and I truly feel forgotten.
I am not trying to evoke pity from everyone. I just really needed to vent.
I guess I am just stressed over getting everything done in time and done well.
Hopefully my attitude gets better soon. I will be praying about that.
That is it for now...